How have you behaved to the gods, to your parents, to your siblings, to your wife, to your children, to your teachers, to your nurses, to your friends, to your relatives, to your slaves? Have they all had from you nothing "wrong and unworthy, either word or deed"?
Consider all that you've gone through, all that you've survived. And that the story of your life is done, your assignment complete. How many good things have you seen?
How much pain and pleasure have you resisted? How many honors have you declined? How many unkind people have you been kind to?